Not Rising Fast Enough

I guess I'm frustrated and impatient with myself. I've never been one to really like limbo states. I'm more intention-driven and pro-active--that is, once I know my purpose. Lately, I've been searching for that purpose, feeling a little lost, and I don't even know what to write or think. One thing though, I'm working on it--non stop--working on my thinking, nudging it in the direction that can most help me.