Hard Time Writing

I've had a hard time writing--I think. I don't even know if that is true, because I recently revised a 3+ page poem that I will try to upload later. But I feel like I've neglected my blog for a variety of reasons, the first one being that I don't have internet access from home, so I don't always make a point to get to my coffee shop or the library (with a one-hour frustrating limit) to work on my blog. Secondly, this swith-over to Google is difficult and seems pointless to me, since it was working PERFECTLY before. Why? Why? Why?

But I think the most important reason I haven't been writing on my blog (which I could keep on my home computer--although that computer's been acting funny lately and I want a nice, new, beautiful computer with internet access) is since my mother died it's hard for me to write anything about my current life. I also feel extra critical of my blog, which is against my original intent and is rather unhealthy for me and basically doesn't accomplish much.

So if I were to criticize this blog entry I would say it's boring, whiny, irritating, and accomplishes nothing but complaint. But at least I made an entry, right?

Thanks for listening, Loves.